Without being involved in this circle, perhaps, I would have become a different person. I could have kept going down a different road- something more relieving and breathable. Did I just say breathable? What is it about today that isn’t […]
“Believe me, we are OVER all of this. We do not think of these things anymore. We have moved on a long time ago. We are thinking of the food we did not eat today.” – Mama All I could […]
I have something in my system for you, woman in blue shoes Your blessing will take me down a road so safe, my vibes ring this way I struggle to maintain a balance with you, for the line is so […]
You will miss me, I know. I know everything will turn in your stomach; the food you ate, your guts, and your recently fallen heart. You must fly too, mother. You and I are symbolic in character; we stay […]
A Lack of Reciprocation A lack of reciprocation has kept me on my toes as if I have something to look forward to- self created but still there. A lack of reciprocation has kept my head down and humble feelings […]
You saw a beautiful woman and disassociated yourself. ASSOCIATE YOURSELF. Touch the cart in the same way you were- one hand on the handle and the other in your pocket, accepting your current circumstances. Do not allow the beautiful woman to […]
Laughter. I drove home laughing a few nights ago. I thought I would do it again tonight because this was supposed to feel the same way but it did not. Two nights ago, I felt different. I was laughing… No, […]
April 16th, 2015 Four months since I got myself someplace. I mean, that is sincerely how I feel. Four months, it has been, since I found myself some bars to climb- my last try and my last journey. I thought […]
Driving a car in the fog feels like I am running away to a magical world. The clouds from the sky above seem to have come down on the floor- and I know I must absorb this journey now because […]
I recall that drive home. I was a passenger after several months; it had been months since I watched someone else drive me to my city. This was different though. I was only going to Surrey, once again, and yet […]