You saw a beautiful woman and disassociated yourself.
ASSOCIATE YOURSELF.
Touch the cart in the same way you were- one hand on the handle and the other in your pocket, accepting your current circumstances. Do not allow the beautiful woman to steer you from your goal. Why would you have let her move you away from the cart to the front of the sidewalk, now both hands in your pockets as if the cart was not even yours? Why would you have let her move you back towards the cart, upon having her show no interest in your effort? Why would you have her show your back to those who do wish to help you because you now feel unaccepted by EVERYONE? No one else matters because this beautiful woman, four meters away in her car, paid you nothing more than five seconds of attention, out of curiosity. Associate yourself with your own circumstances, present, and full being.
The beautiful woman in the vehicle would not describe herself to be simple beauty as you would but rather to be merely surviving each day- just as you are. In a vehicle or on the street, you are both working to survive. She is freely associating herself with her circumstances, remaining in the vehicle, providing you with no explanation of her mental status.
Focus on yourself and stay alive.