Dear Invading Ill,
Why did I even put “dear” prior to your name?
You are not dear at all; you are everything opposite of dear
You are selfish because you invaded her body and could not support yourself
Without using her as a host
You are insecure because you smile now after snatching her smile away
You will not admit it, but you are a sad fellow
Making her sad probably gave you some company
You are shameless because you drank from her tears
I hope your stomach is full now
I hope your stomach is full after assuring
That her stomach remains empty although everything she once
Loved to eat is still here in my household
It is nothing new to see you prove your dominance to her
Every time she hesitates to eat her fear foods
You are powerful, and everyone know that
You are not willing to leave her mind just as
You are not willing to leave her body
We can see it when she stays up all night because
You don’t feel like sleeping or
We can see it when she yells at herself
And feels guilty about it afterwards
We can see your dominance when
She thinks her life is no longer worth it
Whereas, her life is more precious than anyone else for us
Congratulations, you were successful in joining our family uninvited
But perhaps, you had no loved one to teach you how manner less that is
Because you are evil, no one can love you
But she is not evil, she is an angel
Even after listening to such hurtful words of yours
We will not stop loving her, and we will not stop hating you
You must die miserably, but she must live happily
And she will
Even though you may block her mind right now
As we continue searching for your lock together
We will open your door and unblock the passage
And then we will kill you
Do not think you accomplished much during your stay here
By taking away some percentage of our smiles
Because clearly, we all still have some percentage remaining
Her, them, me, all of our companions
And the amount of life, smiles, secrets, fun, togetherness
That we have hidden under our sleeves, in our pockets
This amount is unpredictable by you
She may appear to be the turtle in this race
But similar to the famous story of wise morality
She is the determined winner
~ Letter from a Distance : 2013 : Chasing Anorexia